| Henry Townshend ( @ 2008-07-01 12:24:00 |
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| Current mood: |
It's nice to be up and about again. I'm still using a crutch, but... it's nice to be able to get around. Still sore, but Blythe's medicine makes a big difference.
There's a couple of things I need. I think... it's about time I made an effort to get them.
Sometimes I wish I was better at... telling people things. At putting into words the things I see and think and figure out. There's so much....
I'm going to arm myself. I know I've been saying that for a while, but... I can't put it off any longer. I don't want to have to, but I can't risk getting caught unawares again. Or... or something happening to someone else....
This isn't going to be like....that. I won't let it be. I've never been much of a fighter, but I have to be. Again.
I guess I should be glad I've always done really good with adapting.
And there's still good things. I have friends. I have... a girlfriend. I mean, I've had girlfriends before, but not like Eileen. She's... something else. I still can't believe she wanted to go out with me. She could... probably have any guy she wanted. But she wants me.
I really hope I don't screw this up.